When that time could
happening again?
The past remembered, didn't stop laluna played the piano. a
song makes her very sad to deep. She always call one name who she very missing.
She don’t know why only piano can ease her soul. She just can cry and cry.
*
The morning sun has been greeted, and dad laluna have
draggle his hand with oil. This morning dad was busy with confirming his old
motorcycle, because he wants to bring to school on laluna’s first day. Hours
already indicated at 06.05 but dad not seen his little princes up and he
immediately went to the to wake her. The father tried to take a blanket, but
not unexpected laluna woke up and angry.
She said “What are you doing? I don't want to wake up in you”
But dady just smile to hear that. He know maybe laluna angry
because waked up too early.
She hurried prepare all school equipment to 40 minutes, in
front of the house her father is ready to deliver his lovely child to school. Dad
looked tired perhaps because he has sleep deprivation to repair a motorcycle he
see now conditions are much better than before.
Until at school laluna directly descended from the
motorcycle without saying anything. Dad can only petted his chest to be
patient. “maybe my daughter is shame” father immediately go to the keep of a
forge.
Not long, hours 12.00 noon she came home from school, father
took it with friendly.
Laluna say “there not foods in the kitchen?”
Father get shocked, he
forgot to cook food for lunch. Dad can only apologized but she is dismissive
and go to her bed room, laluna angry with her father.
“what’s my fault for this god? why my daughter so hate me?”
Dady was very sad over her son's attitude to him, but he
doesn’t hates her. However, his daughter is laluna. Since his wife died because
of cancer 2 months ago, dady who was taking care of laluna until now. Since his
wife died, he suffered a mild stroke pad his mouth so he couldn't speak
fluently.
Since the incident relations between laluna and father stretchable.
They have rarely communicate besides at meals and go to school. Dady could not
understand why laluna very angry to him. He was enough because for apologizes but
laluna not this discussion anymore. But now different, laluna very cold.
*
One day, while he was delivering his school he asked his daughter
why her attitude changed.
laluna just answered “I'm ashamed to have a father like you,
my friends all mocked me cause had a father who could not talk!”
It was also heart father like destroyed very melting point
to get jumbled. He was disappointed to her and also to him selves. Father wept
and hurried home leave laluna in school gate.
She saw his father left her, she wanted to call her father
and apologized but she already feels angry.
“ugh! Damn im very hate him!”
She was badmood to learn, she went truant. And then she
cross the road to ride public transportation, but not in the place it turns out
there's a bus drove madly toward her. laluna cannot shy away!
*
Father was boiling fried rice fondness laluna, so she really
enjoys it when arrived at home. Suddenly there was a call from number not known.
He is really panic heard bad news, laluna accident was hit car next went to the
icu. He hurried to the hospital his daughter are. When he arrived he saw the
princess was lying weak with some wound on its body. Laluna is fainting. A
doctor comes in, it says “your child suffered a serious accident causes heavy
injuries like this. one of them she suffered bleeding in her heart, she should
immediately get a replacement heart”
“my heart can do, doc?” father speaks through his mobile
notes, “Let's do it now, so that my princes can be saved”
“sure, are you ready?”
He has agreed to heart surgery.
*
A few hours later the
operation has been completed and already aware of his unconsciousness lasted,
she asked one of the nurse “where is my father?”
He looked doubtful to answer “your father were dead because donate his
heart for you, dear”
“what? I know you are lying! That’s imposible!”
“you can ask to doctor, your father were dead for you. To
make you be saved cause your heart is bleeding”
“oh God”
laluna regret because it has not been kind to her father
during this time. She felt very sad for having left her parents, also because
it has lost a very loves her dad. now laluna should could face her own life,
she will be very missed her mother and who will definitely miss her father.
“i miss you so much my lovely dad”
***
